I wrote the following a few weeks ago when we first started to hear of children being separated from their parents as they tried to head towards a better life in the US. It triggered a worldwide shock wave – and I am not about to get embroiled in the why’s and the finger-pointing, nor will I respond to any negative discussions that may result from this sharing of my thoughts. These words are just my verbal meanderings as I try to sort it all out in my mind – what is the way forward?
Here in Australia, at the same time, there was outrage against the men who perpetrate crimes against women and the fears of women generally as the focus was once again turned, not towards educating men that this is not acceptable, but in educating women in the need to be more vigilant and more restricted in their actions. Women were standing up and asking why they need to be careful, why they need to stay indoors, why should they not be free to venture outside without a male escort?
I do my best in such situation to remain outside the energy, to be the Detatched Compassionate Observer, but in the face of all this emotion it was hard to remain separate – and certainly it was hard to remain silent. So I did what I naturally do – I wrote.
Regardless of your stance in these or similar topics I hope you will read beyond these initial thoughts of mine and to the voice I now hold in my heart that I would share with those who would like to hear. I’m not saying I am right, heck I’m as confused as anyone else as to how this human race got themselves to this point, but I do have a few thoughts that may give you a pause for thought, an idea how you want to travel forward from this point.
This is what I wrote:
If every woman curls up and says “This is just how it is. Nothing has changed in the past and nothing will change in the future,” we, as a Collective Consciousness will choose that reality. We will be agreeing that it is ok to disempower women, that it’s OK to make women into perpetual victims. Yes, women are also taking that party line – they have been led to believe that they do not have the right to expect to be able to walk through a park at night without considering personal safety as a priority. They have been sold the concept that it is up to women to protect themselves from attack, and by default they have agreed that men hold power over them. Most who follow this path do not even see it. They do not understand that by following the ethos of “Nothing Changes” nothing WILL change.
Each individual, whether male or female, who cannot stand up and be counted in whatever way they are able to do so, is supporting the view that women (and children) don’t count.
I’m not an activist. I don’t follow world events. I am not the person who will go on marches or protests. I am the silent sister who simply adds her voice to the many other individual voices around the world saying ENOUGH. I am the sister of those who are afraid, but I am past my fear. I do not live by fear. It is no longer a part of my world. I am one individual who is part of the whole who says that the dominance over the weak, the hurting and the innocents is over.
Fear is the means that has been used for thousands of years to keep the balance in favour of those who perpetuate the fear. Those who would be rulers. This Energy we are discussing here, and that in the USA with the separation and imprisonment of children, and in almost all other parts of the planet is this Fear.
Now it is time for choice. Do we stay with fear or do we work now, raise each individual voice in whatever manner the person is drawn to do for the beneft of innocents. Do you want your daughters, and their daughters’ daughters to be able to be able to go for a run in the park, without fear? Or is your fear so great that you cannot even add your prayers to the growing movement of those who say NO MORE.
Even now, reading this it doesn’t seem unreasonable, but what if I were to tell you that even that reasonable-sounding voice is also adding to the disharmonious energy of Fear? As too is that last sentence, because some of you will have become annoyed, angry even, at my words – “What? That’s BS! Everyone can fight in any way they want/feel called.” And whilst that’s not wrong either, we have to dig deep and discover the base emotions behind our thoughts. It is usually righteous indignation – which has the base of Fear, and without Fear, there is nothing to fight. It’s that simple. And the sad part is that most who call out in this way don’t even realise that it is within the Energy of Fear that they are walking.
It is so very, very hard to live in this Reality and avoid Fear. It is everywhere. We all live in perpetual Fight or Flight Response and for some, the slightest thing can trigger anger, annoyance, even chest-puffing bluffing. Today I saw a conversation on Face book between two people who consider themselves as “Lightworkers” – they were talking about the number of guns they have and that they were ready for whatever they thought was coming. I also heard of other Spiritual people who talk about Love and Light – and gear up for marches against something that angers them. And so much more in a similar vein.
It saddens me that the folk who genuinely want to do the right thing, who feel they are defending those who cannot defend themselves; who genuinely feel they can make a difference still feel the need to follow the same aggressive model that hasn’t worked but has been the norm for the last few thousand years. They cannot see that they are not, after all, following the Goddess, the Divine Feminine, they are still feeding the world of anger, aggression and the “I am going to fight for my cause through my physicality.”
Without a doubt the events that cause us to fear, to be angry with the actions of our leaders need to stop. I don’t think that anyone who calls themselves “Human” can disagree with that. But do we believe – I mean truly believe – that following the male-dominated model of the last few thousand years is the right way to continue?
These, of course, are just my thoughts, my ramblings, but when I realised that the words I wrote were still feeding that anger and fear, I stopped and took a good long look at what I was hoping to achieve, and I realised that my actions in writing those words, and the way I believe these changes will come into this world are very widely different. My words shout that we need to change this NOW. Right Now. Someone needs to fix this problem now so we no longer have this fear and anger in the world. We don’t want to live like this, with this fear any more. The underlying story of these words is like that of a child – lashing out in fear and confusion and trying, in the only way she knows how, to fix things – but the fixing tool is broken. It no longer works, in fact it hardly ever did work for most people. It’s a boy-tool, male energy working through money and technology and power-games. It no longer works and more and more people are realising that they need to find another way.
The “other way” is ultimately in the balance and harmony of the male and the female – but guys – we are riding pendulum of emotions and if we are not careful we will send the pendulum shooting too far the other way (more on that another day), but for now we need to walk our talk.
Trying to combat Fear with Anger will not work. Love and Light do not walk hand-in-hand with guns and argument. Peace and Calm do not blend well with dogma and dominance. Each time we bring these together we are saying that this is the world we choose. We are building the future reality with our actions now. I know that the future world I want to see is not these things.
My truth, as I see it now, is that these things will not be fixed by marches and demonstrations and fear and anger. These things will not be fixed overnight. Heck, I don’t think these things will be fixed in my lifetime. Or the life time of my children’s children. But maybe, if we get it right now, then their children, my great-great grandkids, may be able to walk in freedom and balance.
We are honoured to be here right now. This is a time of New Beginnings and New Knowledge – and we need to step up and use that New Knowledge to bring about the New Beginnings of the future of humanity. WE are the ones to take the first steps in turning away from that old male model of aggression that has failed all but a few, and we need to continue what the Hippy / Flower Power generation started. Peace through Unity and Love.
Through each Individual Consciousness acting through Love, Compassion, Prayer, Unity and Knowledge we will slowly move towards that time of balance. We just need to get organised in following that peaceful route together. And the first step is coming to Unity in how we are going to approach this matter.
For now, I Energetically support the Collective Consciousness of Humanity and when enough people get together in this way, believe me – you can see the changes starting to happen.
I first wrote about these words as a passionate, excited Neophyte who had finally reached a level of understanding about what they meant and how they would colour my life forever. I wrote four articles in my Dance In Thunder blog and I’ve shared the link more than a few times in trying to help people who have recognised that they are travelling through the energy of Fear but don’t know how to escape.
galaxies and producing….yep energy! And between and within these atoms there is – as far as I know, (I’m no scientist, but I plan on learning more) – nothing! Apparent emptiness. These atoms and the emptiness between is the playground of Quantum Physics. Those studying QP are slowly discovering the science behind the Shaman and the Healer and I find it fascinating that I have the opportunity to be here, in this lifetime, to be able to see this happening. The first steps leading to a time where science and Spirit blend into one. The medicine of the future.
Yes. A simple ladder. Build it in your mind. You can design your Energy Ladder however you want it to look. A simple, traditional wooden ladder; a fancy one with ornate trellis up the sides; a golden staircase; whatever works for you. No rules on your ladder design!! But it needs lots of rungs, or steps. Once you have your Energy Ladder firmly in your mind, we need to expand it out a bit. Develop the top and the bottom – for any ladder this is important. It needs to stand on something and lean against something.
Phew! Got that out of your system, you kinda let rip but hey! that released the anger and now you can get on with your life.
I hope this has given you some food for thought; that you better understand how easy it is to promote low-frequency energy and especially that if you want to raise your energetic vibration, you really need to be on your toes. Work on Self doesn’t always mean from a healing / spiritual point of view; it doesn’t mean knowing the ins-and-outs of every Ascended Master – it includes your language use, it includes understanding why you do certain everyday things like having a rant! And it includes understanding the repercussions, Energetically, of those rants or low-frequency posts.
Yep I get miffed at times but ANGRY? That is a very rare thing. But the quiz did get me to thinking. Having lived in fear for most of my life, could I possibly have hidden angers buried so deep I can’t find them. Is Anger just waiting for the right set of circumstances to crop up so I can erupt like Vesuvius and wipe out half the planet? It certainly is feasible. The two emotions are very closely linked. This is something worth exploring.
Next time you are blowing your top, stop and take a breath – and then start to think about all the emotions that are running through your body as a part of that Anger. I bet Fear is there! I 
can pretty much guarantee that if you do that exploration of Self, you will very soon find you are no longer angry – and that you have a much deeper understanding of what triggers you and why.
A person who is not awake spiritually, nor sensitive to Energy, would only see a lot of lichen-covered fallen stone with some dry-stone walling set in terraces. But for those who are sensitive – Oh My! The energy is different on every terrace. It is like a progression of raised frequency – each terrace being higher. The lowest obvious terrace grabs you in the gut – heavy and dense – a warning. The next terrace hits higher – I felt a strong Energy of anxiety whilst my friend thought she was about to vomit. I think she had need to clear something before going higher. As we climbed higher the feeling became lighter and half way up I knew I had been here before and this level was about Welcome. I have since researched and believe there are actually 7 terraces – one for each of the Chakras maybe? Certainly many people have mentioned that each level has it’s unique energy and I cannot disagree with this at all.
The level below the Welcome (Throat Chakra?) Energy showed us the first of the worked stones. This one was about the size of a prone body and has a triangle cut right in the middle of the stone. My photo isn’t particularly great – I’ve taken the picture at the wrong angle to see the triangle clearly! It is believed that this stone was the cap stone or even an altar and that it has rolled down from the top. I climbed onto the stone, right on top of the triangular hole and felt……not much at all! For me the energy from the stone was pretty insignificant compared to what I was feeling all around me.
I was very interested in this doorway, but I was even more drawn to a place slightly above and to the left of this spot. This place is so familiar to me. It was so familiar even though I have never been here in this lifetime. But I have been here in a past life. I Knew that I had stood on that place just above and to the left of the door and welcomed people in Ceremony. I could see it as I stood there, I wasn’t sure of my role -maybe I had been a shaman or priest of some kind – but I was welcoming a group of people to this place and specifically through the doorway. Although we carried on towards the top, I knew that I would be back to explore this – we had permission to wander here for as long as we wanted.
I dropped into a deep meditation almost immediately and I asked Spirit and my Guides to allow me to learn of my connection to this place. I found myself taking my consciousness into my Third Eye, and then into The Void and finally into this ancient Self. There has been much talk of this pyramid being built by Egyptians. Egyptian hieroglyphs have been found here and other places in Australia. This pyramid, however, is much, much earlier than Ancient Egypt. The connection I Knew is with Lemuria. I don’t know which period – but I do know that I was not a shaman or priest – I was something like a site foreman!!! I was there at the building of this wonderful place. I know that I did indeed welcome people to this gateway half-way up the side of the pyramid and that there is a chamber within the hill that contains 6 bodies. I suspect, but am not sure that these are the people I welcomed. Important people, gladly entering the chamber. What their task was, why they were sealed into that chamber, I have no idea. They entered there in Ceremony, dressed in many feathers.
I know how the stones were dressed and lifted into place – it was by an Energy seen as a blue/violet light beam. When I eventually looked at the photos I had taken – you can see a shadow of this beam in some of them. Two beams that meet at right angles. This pyramid was not built as a place of worship – my Knowing tells me it has something to do with a World Map. My friend Herschell was given another clue – more on that later. There are links with other pyramids – especially those in South America (most of which came later – I don’t think linear time is important) and i need to do some research on this. I am also aware that the height we see in this time is much smaller than the original structure and I, as my ancient self, became very saddened by the desecration of what is possibly one of the oldest places on this planet.
We are constantly blasted with the fears and the hatreds of the world. Except these are not “of the world” they are the fears and the hatreds of humans. Some humans. A small percentage of humans. What is potentially frightening is that these people have recently been given permission from an authority that was once considered the most eminent position on our planet and is now rapidly becoming a side-show of dis-respect.
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